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Dear 2010,
I have so much fun in this year, really. Although the happiness didnt last forever, 2010 is still a great year for me. At least i learnt to be strong. This is the greatest lesson that i got from 2010. And i'll always remember the memories, no matter the nice or bad one, they're still a part of my life. 2010 year was full with laughter and tears. Yea, this is life.

For 2011,
I really hope that i can be a better person and i'll try my best to change my bad personalities. Oh yea, im having PMR too this year, i wish i could score with flying colours and hahaha dont worry, i'll study hard nest year! Promise! Last, i hope to be more optimistic cause i know there's many other happy things are waiting for me. I hope its not too hard to me :)

Last but not least, lets forget the past and try to look to the future peoples. Have a happy new year eoreubun~ :]]

I SHIP THEM!!!!
ARGHH. JINO WAE YOU SO CUTE?

IM SO JEALOUS WITH GUANGZHOU'S ELF, THEY GET A CHANCE TO CELEBRATE CHRISTMAS WITH SUPER JUNIOR, GAHHHH WAE SO LUCKY. I KINDA PITY WITH THE BOYS CAUSE THEY HAVE TO WORK ON CHRISTMAS, THEY MUST BE VERY VERY TIRED :( BUT I GUESS THEY WILL ENJOY THEIR CHRISTMAS WITH ELF, RIGHT?

OK WHATEVER, MR SANTA LISTEN HERE, I HAVE 3 WISHES FOR THIS YEAR'S CHRISTMAS. 1, I WANT SS3 AT MALAYSIA 2, I NEED SOME HAPPINESS 3, .............IDK. THAT'S ALL. HOPE YOU WILL SEE THIS. KEKEKE.

OH I TYPED WITH THIS POST WITH CAPITAL LETTER KEKEKE LOL 8D LASTLY, MERRY CHRISTMAS PEOPLES AND HAVE FUN!~ /NEW YEAR IS COMING SOON OH MAI GAWWDD! D8

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I saw a note from facebook and it really caught my attention. The title is 没安全感的孩子,会这样！准到爆！！ I admit that im interested of this note because of the title ;p Erm, idk how to explain bout the title, but this kind of people really need some caring from the others. Let see.

1手机不离身

2有时会笑的没心没肺,有时却很沉默,

3对待相应的人,会有相应的性格,

4喜欢用被子把自己包裹,

5会突然想起一件事,而泪流满面，

6会因为别人一句话伤心,但不会发现.

7会突然伤心,生气,也会突然高兴,

8会很需要朋友,害怕朋友对自己说伤心的话,

9会从小懂得很多道理,

10爱听悲伤的歌,

11会因为一件感动的事,偷偷哭很久

12会安慰很多人,但自己却没人安慰,

13会经常翻手机,看有短信没,

14会经常上facebook等别人和她说话,

15会怀念从前,讨厌现在,

16会突然想到某句话,然后找离自己最近的,写下来,

17会突然唱起某首歌,

18有时很神经有时很镇静,

You know what, i think, i've all this characteristic. I'm not kidding, really! Especially those statement that i blooded, OMG SO F*KIN TRUE!! :( Gosh, this note is really came from my heart.

Now you know what kind of person i am. I tried really hard to be happy and never stop to make my life better, but i failed. Yea, this is me. Always fail in her own life. So please dont judge me harsly, i'm not a happy person just like what you thought! You'll never know a person before you see his/her real heart.

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Oh well, congrats Hangeng for winning the lawsuit. (((:

Did anyone realized that he left us almost for 1 year already? I mean not leaving the whole thing, it just ... he left us, and he continue his journey alone. Sometimes i think this things is really complicated and giving me headache. Just like now, I'm happy cause Hangeng wins the lawsuit, at the same time, i'm kinda sad actually ... idk why. There's a sad feeling that i cant describe. I'm not trying to be selfish, really. I'll respect all his decision. But since he never say or admit that he's officially leaving or anything, he will always be a part of Super Junior. I don't care what others people will say about him, from the first till the end, Hangeng is always Hangeng.

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(cr: pinkninja @ sjworld)
YOUARESOGORGEOUS.

Oh, Christmas is just around the corner. That's mean 2010 is gonna end very very soon ;_; Omg, is this real? I'm not ready for 2011 yet. Sigh. I still wanna enjoy my holiday and and and i dont wanna back to my school life. Oh somebody help me please /Sobs.

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You are my everything — ♪

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Sometimes, we can decide something without following the rules. This clearly showed that this world is unfair, really unfair!

Okay, then please, stop all the voting stuff and buying album or anything else! We did everything just to make Jungsoo happy. This is not only his dream, his dream belongs to us, ELF. But the result is too ... disappointing. All the hardworks is just useless, it cant even help them to win.

The only thing that we can do now is apologizing to each other. Its really hurt and heartbreaking when i saw ELFs and Suju saying sorry to each other. We all are pabo. Who's fault? Who to blame? GDA? SMent? or maybe ... SNSD?

Well, Super Junior, y'all are still our daesang, forever. An award doesn't mean anything. Lets do well in the future. Aza~!!

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Balik Kampung lorh~!

Haha yea, i went to my kampung yesterday. The last time i went back is ... umm, i guess is 2 years ago. My mum went back every year but i never follow her. I think that its pretty boring staying at there. No internet connection + no companion. I cant live without these things ;__;

Back to topic. My kampung is quite far from my home, it takes about 2 or 3 hours to reach there. So what i do in the car? Nothing except listening to songs ;D Never get bored with these awesome kpop songs oh yea yea yea♥

Then, dad stop us at the a place like market. That means time to buy food lorh~! 8D Mum bought many things lol. I like this drink, so sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet! And its pink 8DDDDD

After few hours we reached liao lurr. Stayed there for 4 hours. Duhhh, damn boring i tell ya! Luckily i bring my novels. But i cant read it all the time, it will make me feel sleepy lol. Im wearing lenses, thats why i forced myself not to sleep -.- so i walk walk walk around the house just to make sure that im still awake T-T

After lunch, finally its time to go home, thank God T v T The sky is raining too. Omg i just loveee this weather! Oh this is the photos i took on the ferry(?). Idk what peoples usually call that, but my mum call it ferry lol. Erm if you watched an anime call Kamichu!, then maybe you'll know what kind of 'ferry' im talking bout.

2 times on ferry yo! SO COOL MAN! But i think it makes the distance from our home more longer lol. Plus, the cars have to 'line-up' before they can enter the ferry, and this will cause traffic jam. FML. Anyways, i quite love it HAHA, well you know, this is the first time so yea. Next time ... erm, maybe i'll get bored of it. -__-

Reach home at 9 something. Extremely tired, bath-eat-watched Secret Garden then sleeeeeeep rofl.

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(via Tumblr)

Oh my gosh! Look at this kid, he looks so cute isn't it?!! This is too over Cho Jino , you better stop it now before i kidnap you. 8DD

Holiday is sososososo boring, i've nothing to do at all, sigh. I wanna watch some k-dramas but idk what happen to the qvod player. I downloaded a few drama but it suddenly disappear from the download list. They ran away? LOL. Weird. -.-

I hate holiday and i hate school life too, so what i want now? Hmm, i have no idea. I just hope that the time can fly slowly. I dont want 2011 to come so fast. I dont want to face the school, homeworks & exams. Agggrrggghh!! Its a disaster! My nightmare. *CRIES*

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I always hope that I'm not living in my own life. Yea, i rather choose to live in other people's life even if he/she is a stranger. I'm not kidding, really. I don't mind if i was replaced by someone else. I know it will be much more better if i leave my original life now. Don't ask me why, I just ... I just cant stand it anymore ...

Where's my life? Sigh.

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S.M THE BALLAD

FINALLY, SM The Ballad released their debut album Miss You. Kyaaaaaaa~ Omo~ !! > v < ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ Ok let's stop spazzing first. I'm sure this group will be a BIG hit cause they've 4 great vocalist. And JINO JINO JINO!!! CHO JINHO!! You! You! You! Make me crazy! Gosh, im totally CRAZY bout this new guy. I guess this what we call love at the first sight. ROFLMAO.

This album contain 5 songs. (Awww they should sing more. Sigh ㅠ ㅠ) But anyway, 5 songs are already enough to show their real talent and melodious voice ♥ The concept of this album is more to Ballad. Yea, thats why they called Sm The Ballad LOL. -_-

Tracklist:

1. 너무 그리워 (Miss You)
This is ♥. You will addicted to this once you listen to it.

2. Hot Times (시험하지 말기)
The only R&B song in this album. They keep screaming heyy~~woowww~~ i like that lol. They are giving me goose bumps too. \(>w<)/

3. 다시… 사랑합니다 (Love Again) – 규현님 솔로곡
Kyuhyun's solo =) I'm totally melted after listening to this song! His voice is just awesome.

4. Don’t Lie – 종현오빠&지노님 듀엣곡
Its kinda 'bad boy' style and will make you dizzy O_O. Henry did some rapping in this too.

5. 내일은… (Another Day)
Jay's solo. His voice is low and powerful thats why the song is kinda sad. Nice! Thumbs up for this.

Wuhuuuu~ I just cant wait for my own Miss You album! But i guess i have to wait for few days or weeks. Sigh. Anyway, SM THE BALLAD DAEBAKKK!!!!! :DDDDD

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Ah its almost December already. That's mean CHRISTMAS is coming soon! Wohoo! :D Hmmm, i dont have any plan yet for December. I think i should stop facing the laptop for 24 hours. I have to start doing revision next month cause i'll be having many exams next year. Oh god, help me please. T_T


Oh btw, i found out there's a korean class here hehe, ITS TOTALLY OUT OF THE BLUE OMFG *back to the topic* actually im not too sure bout it :( I asked my cousin to check out the place and inform me later!! Huhu~ hope it will be a good news.

SM THE BALLAD.
The thing that stuck in my mind recently :)

Well, next year will be the year that full of pressure, idk whether i can handle it or not. Just let it be, let it be ~ let it be ~ let it be ~

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Hi there peoples!

Ok now i have something very important to share here. Its about 2010 Golden Disk Award. What is Golden Disk Award? Here's some info for ya.

The Golden Disk Awards, the most prestigious award in Korea, is a music awards presented annually to recognize outstanding achievements of Korean pop music industry. It contributes to significant growth of music industry by stimulating the creative impulses of artists and fostering new talents.

The 1st Golden Disk Awards was held in 1986, and it became the most prominent music award. It is the most desirable award for all singers and often referred to the Grammy Awards of Korea.

Not like other awards, winners are decided by the volume of album sales, so the Golden Disk Awards has received attentions in the industry. It also includes the digital music sales to the award as the growth of digital music market.
Since the award is based on the volume of album sales and the digital music sales, major and underground singers can have equal chances. For this reason, the Golden Disk Awards is able to precisely reflect the annual music industry and has been the award with the highest authority.

The 2010 Golden Disk Awards with prestige and tradition will be held on December 9th in Korea University Hwajung Gymnasium.

In return for Asian fan’s unwavering support for Korean singers, the 2010 Golden Disk Awards will have Asian fan voting. This year’s award will be broadcasted live online in Taiwan, Malaysia, Singapore, Indonesia, Japan, Thailand, and Korea.

I really really need your help. You all know that i'm a HUGE fan of Super Junior right? Now you can guess what i want you to do now. Yup, i need YOU to vote for them. Its easy! Not complicated at all, so dont worry. You just have to click click click, then lastly click VOTE button only. Very easy huh.

Here's the website for voting → 2010 GOLDEN DISK AWARD (english)

• Voting Time : Nov 22(Monday) ~ Dec 6(Monday) 24 :00
• Candidates : Korean pop star who have performed from Dec 1st 2009 to Nov 30th 2010 in Asia.
• Winner : Winners are decided by results from Asian fan voting and points from committee
• How to Vote

  - Users can vote only one time.

  - After checking the box below the candidate, click ‘vote’ button.

I think the info is easy to understand, it doesn't waste you too many times :) So people, please vote for SUPER JUNIOR. THANKYU ILOVEU♥

Bonus: THE LATEST RESULT!!!!

SUPER JUNIOR DAEBAK!

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Um, yeah, i went to the class party yesterday. This is my first outing with them =w= Well, quite fun. So many camera omg, i dislike capture pic with other people actually, but i did it yesterday. Idk why also. Haha, congratulation! -_- ps/ I'm not in the pic lol, privacyyy.

My lovely double cheese burger ♥

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Heyya! Good morning! Hmm, guess what i'm doing right now. Yes, i'm blogging of coz, but actually i just finished cleaning my room. My room always get messy within 1 week -.- idk why also. Since im too FREE this holiday, so i decided to clean them, omg i tell you my room is so dusty! Thank God there's a vacuum cleaner :D

My bed is still untidy -.-'

I got the Form 3's textbooks ytd. Omg i'm a form 3 student already. Andueee T_T

This is the drama i watch recently. Well, haha i just watched the 1st episode. Kinda nice, i think.

Jungle Fish 2 / 정글피쉬 시즌 2

When a high school girl dies mysteriously, her friends decide to investigate the cause of her death. The second season has a similar focus to the first, dealing with current social issues faced by the youth both at school and beyond: friendships, familiy problems, pregnancy and educational corruption.

That's all lah. Bye bye~!

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HOLIDAY.

I'm happy cause i dont have to wake up early to go to school anymore. In the same time, i'm sad too cause it will be a boring holiday for me :(

I feel like buying new books, I promised myself to read more books cause im not good at writing essays! BM, English, Chinese no one i can write well, fuuuuhhhh fail ORZ. Or maybe i can read fan fic to improve my writing skills lols.

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This is a random post, and its quite messy, many things to share but not much thing to say. -.-

The holiday haven't started yet, but i already enjoying my holiday life :p my (i mean my own)holiday already started since the exam is over. No plan yet, and no one date me, sad. T^T Next year i'm 15, thats mean PMR YEAR. Omg why so fast. T-T

My room is so messy yo. Macam Hell = = I'll play with the vacuum tomorrow. Lets clean the room, clean all the books and welcome to the new books. Thats all. Very random ehh. =)

我喜欢李晟敏。
XOXO. ♥

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2MOREDAYSFOREXAM! LETS DIE TO THE END!

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-Super Junior-

Super Junior is not my idol, they're more than just a group. I'm very proud to say that they are a part of my life. They make my life full of happiness, tears, anger and many more wonderful experiences.

I forgot since when i started to know bout this group, but i remember the first MV that i watched is Dont don. After that, i started to watch the other mv and i realized that these boys are really special, idk why, my feeling told me that.

2007, i addicted to this group. I searched all their news, song, MVs from the magazines and internet. Everyday, i listen to their song. Maybe some will say that they are not a great singer, but who cares, their voice always give me power and inspiration when i need them.

Many sad things happened since they debut, ELFs cried again and again, our tears never stop from 05 till now. The boys never give up, they fall but they stand up again cause the power of love from ELF helped them to continue this journey. This is the reason why i loves the boys and ELFs.

Since then, i started to call myself as an ELF. I know that maybe im not good enough to be the real elf. But i hope that i can support, protect, and always stay by their side, thats all.

Super junior, thank you so much for not giving up, thank you so much cause you filled up my ordinary life, thank you so much for being Super junior this 5 years.

Happy 5th anniversary! ♥

There's no end in our story cause it all replaced by and :]

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Sometimes i really envy other people, envy their life, envy their ... almost everything. When i look at them, then look myself, i realize that i'm just a little pity ant. No one knows me. Sometimes i feel like crying when i look at myself. Sigh.

There's another big problem, Idk how to solve it, its so complicated and i dont want to see anyone hurt. I need some suggestion, but i dont dare to tell this to others, cause i cant trust them. I want to solve this problem myself, but the only thing that i do is escape. Yea you can blame or anything, cause i know i'm useless. The only thing that gives me hope and some happiness is Super Junior, now you know why i love them so much.

Now i really want to go to the beach ALONE. Let me cry, let me shout, let someone heard my sound.

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First, i wanna share my GOODNEWS.
i got my permission from my parents to go to Supershow3 yay! :) I cant wait for this, really! I've plan many many things, gaaaaaahhhhh cant wait for 326 ♥



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Ok ok, this is what i did last night -.-
watching my own SS2 fancam. Now i know my old camera is super bad.
Thank God i changed it =D

*wrong spelling, sorry.


loved ♥

-Time to spazzzzzz-

Junhyung ;__; *dies*
Credit: Joker891219

And this is the time for my REAL namja. Why you look so innocent = w =
credit: 2KYUHYUN & Honeymallow

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Lately, I started to watch old dramas instead of old ones. Never feel bored when i'm watching it =) Let me introduce some for ya, i'm sure that you wont regret.

Love story in Harvard.
Cast: Kim Rae Won, Kim Tae Hee
I dont feel like watching K-drama when i watch this 'coz they usually speak english. But yeah, i still love it ♥ Thanks One HD for airing this drama:)

Kim TaeHee is sosososo pretty! Now i know why Kyu chooses her as ideal girl:)

Will it snow for Christmas.
Cast: Go Soo, Han Ye Seul
Not old drama, but it also not the latest drama. Szeyun recommended this to me=) I just watched a few episode, and i realized that its a sad drama. I love the drama that can make people cry! So i think i'll love this drama too ;D

Bonus: My little hottie, Yong Junhyung =)
I'm in love with this guy ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

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Long time no see :DD
I'm quite busy for the past 2 weeks, that's why i don't have chance to update my blog. But now i'm quite free, perhaps.. but YEAR END EXAM is coming soon! I have to prepare earlier this time, i don't want to get bad results again, everyone hates it, so do i. >:(

Maybe someone will say that they didn't saw me spazz for suju anymore, oh dear, i'm always here, their die hard fans, forever ELF! I didn't post too much news/video/pic on my facebook and blog is because of my line is really suck and its hard to upload it. So don't get me wrong!

Btw, today is a special for our fishy:) Yea, if you're an ELF, you'll know that what i'm talking about. JJANG JJANG JJANG HAEPPYB'DAY LEEDONGHAE♥

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My hubby/hubbies at Italy! :D

*Ooopss. Wrong pic XD

Lastly..