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Something not so good (or maybe its a good news for some people) happened and it makes me feel so fml. Why these thing always happen to me? When i hope it comes, it always never come true! Srsly, are u trying to play trick on me? :||||

I just feel that its really UNFAIR. I waited for so long, just to wait for them, but i keep missing the chances! You really dont know how its feel! Some people, idk they're lucky or what, they just can get their chance easily. I'm not j e l u z ok, it just ... i think ... they dont deserve it! they dont appreciate them at all, so why should them be given a chance like this?

I know i shouldn't say something like this, but this is my opinion. Well, maybe im just be out of luck, or maybe we have no fate. Sometimes, i really wish that i could stop all these stupid action, its really heart-breaking. Maybe its better if we dont know each other, just that, life isn't that wonderful like now.

Huhuhuhu looks like its time for me to sobbing alone ㅜㅅㅜ

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Hell yeah people, im on the KYUTORIA mode now!! Well, do u know that imma secret kyutoria stan? LOL.

(pic and trans from tumblr)

This! Qiannie's Pinocchio thanks to message. Did chu spot something like: the handsome dance singer, Kyuhyun 'oppa' Seriously, this is sosososososososo cute ok!! it totally made my day!! Qiannie you know your 'oppa' loves the word OPPA so much thats why you can him in that way right? Oh gawd, you know how much i wish for some new moments of this pairing, and now BBANG! My dreams came true, cause i believe kyutoria's love. KYUTORIA IS FOREVER REAL, yeah, real in reality, i mean it!!

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/desperate/

Sometimes, i feel like im wasting my time. On weekdays, i always hope that weekends will come soon so that i've free time to plan a lot of useful stuff. Like cleaning my room, study, or reading. But when it comes to weekends, i dont feel like moving at all. Sigh, im such a failure .__.

And yeah, i feel so AIMLESS too. There's no point in my life ㅠㅠ i always feel like im doing something aimlessly. Actually i have TONS of things that i wanna do/try, believe it or not my things-to-do list is almost 10km long! But i cant do it by my own right? All my dreams turn into nothing. Oh dear, i need something to bright up my life and bring me out from the darkness ㅠ I just cant stand it anymore.

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I can say that i love this fancam very very much, even the bgm ;A; But, im wondering ... Are you trying to pretend that you're ok? Trying hard to hide your pain? Thats why to try to act like 'boring'. Its really hurt to see him like this, seems like he looks more like TIRED than BORING. Just hope that he'll rest more after this, dont wanna see he get sick anymore. :/

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That man, who always try to be strong, and yes, he made it. This is the 3rd chance for him to live in this world. He managed to survive because he's strong enough to fight against the death. I'm proud of you Kyuhyun, my strong baby.

But please, don't be so silly anymore, do you know how much i hate the word 'SORRY'. Only a few words, it already can hurt someone's heart deeply. You know how much we love you, we should be grateful because you're still here, with us. And yes, we will always stay by your side, forever...

God, please bless him, he need to stay healthy because there's a lot of people who loves him and also, he need to stay in this world for the person that he love.