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Saturday, December 31, 2011

The last post of 2011

Few more hours to go till we officially say bye bye to 2011 so i better finish up this post asap!

2011 have been a really nice year to me
Although i keep on complaining about the things in my life and compared it with others,
but when it comes to the end of the year, i realised its actually not that bad and i really enjoyed every single day of 2011!
so lets conclude all the memorable stuff that happens during 2011.

#1 PMR Year
Since im 15 teen this year, im sitting for this PMR examination
I remembered i always stayed up late just to study and coffee is my companion. I thought it will success since i never tried this method HAHA but unfortunately i failed for N times.

I even attended kelas tambahan and tuition classes. Kelas tambahan is suppose to be an extra class for us to revise the things we've studied in F1, F2 but for our class, kelas tambahan means EXTRA PLAY TIME! XD we brought food, drinks and chit-chatting while waiting for the time ticking away. In the end, we learn nothing LOL

And yea, i had a great class teacher too!

#2 Getting closer with classmates
Fyi, imma transfer student and im a bit anti-social so its hard for me to talk and make friends with strangers. Right after i entered F3, i get to know all my classmates better therefore, we get closer with each other. Well yea, i still hate some of them though #lol #jk #butsrsly

But the most important is, with friends, im no longer a loner anymore. Thanks for those who consider me as their best friend :')

#3 SUPERJUNIOR!!
I didnt get a chance to watch their SS3 on march 19 and i was sosososooooooo depressed and cried from noon till the end of the concert. Its really sad u know, ur idol is coming to ur country and u cant meet them...the feeling is totally...indescribable

The day they finished their SS4 in Seoul, i decided to ask my dad again. I know this maybe the last chance for me to meet Leeteuk before he enters the army. Luckily my parents gave me a green light and let me fly to KL all alone to attend M.net MO.A Live concert. Its was a nice experience! Yea, i know i know whats the deal of attending MO.A concert? Its still not their solo concert and u just see them for like 30 to 40 minutes then bye bye.

Duhhh, who cares. i still see them with my own eyes and im standing at the fuckin first row! My view is wayyyyyyyyy more better than other people HAHAHAHA.

I guess this is all i wanna say about my 2011. Not really interesting but memorable.
Thanks 2011 <3
p/s my next post will be on next year lol i know its a #lame joke

Wednesday, December 28, 2011

Sharing is caring

Sharing is caring so yea im here to share a super nice song from David Choi.
Maybe some of you ever heard of this song
but its ok ^_^ just listen to it again.


Thursday, December 22, 2011

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Hey guess what, i got 7As for my PMR. A little bit more to straight As.
Mandarin, the one and only subject that ruined my result slip
Ikr, some of u are probably thinking is chinese that hard?
Hell yeah! I never get an A for chinese since i entered high school #FAIL

Anyways, im quite surprised that i got A for B. Melayu and English
I cant even remember what kinda sh*t i wrote for my essay and literature
and yea not to mention my killer subjects, maths and science.
Maybe i did try my best for both of the subject. Phewwww

After few hours of thinking, my result is not that bad actually
at least its 10 times better than i expected. Seriously.
Thank God for giving me such a great X'mas present ♥ i really like it.
For my fellow friends and relatives who wished me earlier, i love u guys so much. xoxo
And for those who asked my result just because u wanna compare ur result with mine,
STFU! GTFO! LAST BUT NOT LEAST, GO F**K YOURSELF! >D

Wednesday, December 7, 2011

MO.A Live in KL 2011

Its been 4 days after MO.A Live in KL so here i am, finally decided to blog for my fan account (?). Hope i can still remember the whole thing happened in the event.

I arrived around 11 or 12 something on that day, pretty early yea cos im at the rock pitt and i must come earlier to line up so that i can get a good place to stand. At first i lined at the gate 2...ALONE, #FML. Well duhh, i just simply line up cos idk where should i go. Forever a loner. P/S if im not mistaken, i heard MISS A's rehearsal :D

Then Eva came \o/ she called me and said she was at the gerai place. I was like huh? there's a gerai here? How come idk? So i just walk walk walk around the stadium and i found another waiting area for the fanclubs! Then i realized oh i actually waited at the wrong place lol. After that me and eva walked around the gerai place and i bought a Smtown Kyuhyun fan XDD Suppose to buy it a day before MO.A at Mystar but ergghh, Kyuhyun one out of stock already.

Me and eva just wandering around, get some banners, cards etc and find a shady place to sit. The weather is so fuckin hot man! After sitting down, i've nothing to do at all so i randomly looking around and i saw someone walk pass me and waved to me! My brain told me that its LOW SZEYUN OMG XD my long lost friend! Hahaha. Finally i get to see her! Idk why this girl so shy, i feel like slapping her at first! She promised to sponsor me 3 bottles of mineral water but she only buy 1, sad! Around 3pm, i get a call from Michelle, she's holding my ticket so we've to meet up before we enter the stadium. While i was on the phone with her, another girl suddenly ran infront of me, i cannot believe this girl still can recognize me *shock* we never meet since last year's SS2! AHAHA, she's Yan aka my daughter.

After meeting all those people, i find a place and sat down at the fanclub entrance with the others. Around 4 something, people started to queue up already! I thought the door for fanclub entrance will be open on 0530 pm so yea i stood up and queue with them. There's only 1 door for us to enter so all people trying to squeeze to the door. The line was soooo crowded! I feel like im the sardine fish being trapped in a can ╮(╯▽╰)╭ Time flies and we wait patiently the moment for the door to open, but we have to wait till 6 pm omfggg!! Luckily i queued quite near to the door if not i already died because waited for 2 hours plus for the door to open!

After entered the stadium, i quickly rush to the rock pitt cos im afraid that i will not be able to find a good place since my ticket is free standing. Hell the whole stadium is freaking huge! I already feel tired after i found my area LOL. I thought the rock pitt zone will be divided into 5 but all i didnt see any dividers at all! Its a happy news for me cos i actually belongs to Rock pitt E but my ideal area is Rock pitt A/B, more to the main stage.

Here's the pic taken from the place i was standing, the right side of the stage.

Right after the people without the earlier entrance filled the stadium, the light went dim and all the blue light stick are up! THATS MEAN THE CONCERT GONNA START SOON ASDFGHJKL, FINALLY! *Let's skip the guest's performance lol*

#1 MISS A: ♪ Goodbye Baby, Love Alone, Help me, Breath, Poker Face and Bad Girl Good Girl

Miss A was the first performer of the night! All i can think of Miss A is their Goodbye baby dance. When they performing the first song, Goodbye baby, all the fans started to sing along. I keep on shouting JIA!! JIA!! while she was standing infront of me lol. Unfortunately she didnt look at my side at all OTL sad max! They even taught the audience to do breath's dance step! Lastly they ended their performance with their debut song, BGGG! Everyone chanted You dont know me, you dont know me, so shut up boy, so shut up boy.

#2 B1A4: ♪ Beautiful Target, My Love, Only Learned The Bad Things, Only One and O.K

Im not a big fan of B1A4 but i swear these boys are sho good looking and sweet! :):) I thought i will not shout or anything when they appear but yea i failed. They did so much interaction with my area, haha, the one i will not forget is when Baro did a #hamsap face while he was performing (sorry i cant remember the song) and one of the member (idk is Jinyoung or Gongchan) showed a peace sign and :P face. All the fangirls screamed like no tomorrow! Too bad i cant remember remember all their names and songs. But dont worry, im gonna pay more attention to them after this!

#3 F(x): ♪ LA chA TA, NuABO, Is it Ok?, Hot Summer and Pinocchio.

Finally my girls are here! Krystal wasnt there that night, so only 4 of them performing. They performed LA chA TA first, which is my favorite song!! Yea imma fan of f(x) since their debut. I chanted like mad for this song XD and shouted SONGQIAN!!! for 91288612875638712 times. While introduction, Qian spoke in mandarin omfg i cant believe i actually heard she speaks chinese!! #whatislife Amber got the loudest cheer for the night! The crowd shouted insanely when it comes to Amber's part. If u're a fan of SJ or f(x), u should know that Amber and Donghae are look-a-like twins! After seeing Amber with my own eyes, i swear they really look a like, from head to toe, almost 98% the same!

My fav pic of the night ♥ Sulli's so cute ide ;~;



#4 Super Junior: ♪ Superman, A-Cha, Mr Simple, It Has to Be You (Yesung’s solo), Memories, Marry U, Bonamana and Sorry Sorry

Ok the crowd gone wild once these 9 gorgeous boys appeared on the stage, including me myself! LOL!! So the first song was Superman, ELFs started to chant and yea everything goes well. They wore the same outfit from MAMA 2011, no wonder looks so familiar ahaha Eunhae had a couple white coat!! When it comes to the second song, A-Cha i only remember i waited for the do it do it hip thrust part lmao! My eyes only focused to Hyukjae all the time HAHAHAHA Mr Simple also, i finally witnessed Lee Hyukjae's handstand and his chocolate abs ;w;

During Marry U, omg idk how to say this, im so shy rn, no no, dont look at me lol...Ok so, Kyuhyun was just right infront of me with Siwonnie. I shouted Cao Guixian Cao Guixian hoping he will notice me this little fangirl XD But ergh i think im gonna fail soon and he will walk away anytime so i quickly change to Plan B Show him a love sign. Then poofft! Something happened!!! He looked at me! I swear he saw me showing a love sign cos he nodded his head! Is he trying to say yes, i know u love me or something like that!! OTL My mind was totally blank right after that, am i dreaming or what? Only a small action from him i went crazy for the whole night! U made my day srsly Cho Kyuhyun ♥



For the introduction, Teuk greeted the fans first with Apa Khabar and Assamulaikum, EPIC X'D Yesung's Apa Khabar sounds like APAK KHABAK HAHAHA i cannot this boy is forever weird! Some of the boys introduced themselves in Chinese like Hyukjae and Ryeowook but most of them used Apa Khabar :3 And yea, Yesung had a solo performance that night. I expected Kyu to perform 原谅我 cos he sang it during MO.A in Kaohsiung and i already memorized the lyrics of the whole song! But whatever, Yesung's solo was awesome too, at least i get to hear him singing It has to be you live after SS3 Malaysia. I get goosebumps every time i hear him singing live, that deep and sexy voice, absolutely will melt your weak heart, no jokes! I just died after he done with his solo. Sorry Sorry was the last song of the night, people get to sing along cos this is their famous song. Sorry sorry sorry sorry...naega naega michieo babehhh :)


After the end of the song, the boys went back to the backstage and the other artistes went on the stage one by one for the final stage. Miss A and f(x) were just infront of us, wohooooo! I get to snap some photos during that time. p/s Teuk went around the stage and bowed to each area, such a heart-warming leader ;~; He been called for The best leader for a reason ya know!


f(x) with Miss A. Guys, Amber x Min couple does exist lol i swear i saw them fooling around together B)

Attention to Yesung's stan! Yena is about to hold hands! Hiak hiak.


And lastly. Waving pic! You guys made my day! It was an awesome concert. I really enjoyed throughout the whole show!

M.Net Most Amazing Live in KL fan account done! Yayy!
The end of post :):):)
XOXO.

Wednesday, November 30, 2011

Mnet Asian Music Awards 2011


I guess the whole world watched Mnet Asian Music Awards yesterday right?

For me i spend my whole night watching it infront of my lappy! From the red carpet to the Awards ceremony. Sigh, the sad thing is i can only be a silent fangirl and turn my volume down cos i dont wanna let my parents know there's a crazy fangirl in the room. LOL. Btw i also spazzed on twitter last night till my tweetdeck cant stand it anymore. XD To my dearest followers, im sorry if i spam too much *bows*

Ok so back to the topic. My boys won 3 categories yesterday!!
Singapore Choice Award, The Best Male group and lastly THE ALBUM OF YEAR (this is the f*ckin daesang!!!) Well maybe some people are not happy with the result cos Super Jr suppose to get 4 awards by voting but they only get 2! The worst is, their name are not on the nominees list!! I get little angry with this cos i voted for them for trillion times! But hey, did u see any other groups win 3 awards yesterday??? No right? So please be grateful and stop complaining.

(pic taken from MAMA facebook page)

As for the performance, i think Super Jr has the best stage! Im not trying to be biased ok, its true! Even the other artistes enjoyed their performance. They performed Superman, Mr Simple and Sorry Sorry! When it comes to Sorry Sorry turn, the whole village of dancers start dancing to the song! Lmao. Omfg so freakin awesome ehhhhhhh! Only Suju allowed to do this i guess. SUJU RULES THE WORLD!

So the conclusion after watching MAMA 2011 is ...i will always support and love my boys. They always did their best for us. Sobs. Im such a lucky fangirl to have a idol like Super Junior srsly ♥ Proud to be an ELF. Its really sad to see them hold their tears while the leader are giving speech. U guys deserve this all! Hard work pays off! Super Junior, u guys did it! Congratulation! 결국 슈퍼주니어 The Last Man Standing!!

Saturday, November 26, 2011

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Suppose to be watching Twilight Saga Breaking Dawn part 1 today but unfortunately the tickets were all sold out! Sad case :c
Sobs. So me and Angie decided to change to plan B ㅡ Happy Feet 2!

We were late for 15 minutes for the movie ㅋㅋ cos we're busy having our brunch and chit-chatting lol. So err, not much thing to share bout the movie. Oh yea, wait, Erik the penguin is superb cute! And why does the penguin sing so well? Me jealous. :P


Oh and guess what, its
7 MORE F**KIN' DAYS
before
MO.A LIVE 2011 IN MALAYSIA!!


for those who're attending, see u guys there! xoxo. B)

Monday, November 14, 2011

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I had insomnia last night ㅠㅜ and i slept for only 4 hours! f*kin 4 hours!
AND. the next day, i mean today, i didnt feel sleepy at all. Why ah?


You Are The Apple of My Eye

Watched this movie with the gangs today. We're underage but we still manage to enter the cinema :P After 15 to 20 minutes in the cinema, i was like oh now i understand why this movie is not available for people underage like us! XD (curios? nah, im not gonna mention it. lol. go discover it urself!) The whole story is not bad la. But too much asdfghjkl scene. Lmao. The guy call 柯京腾 in this movie reminds me of Lee Joon from MBLAQ!


Before movie starts, of cos is SHOPPING TIME! I managed to grab few stuff for myself. And i finally bought the ring i always wanted! I was kinda regret for not getting it earlier, luckily its still there TT__TT

Tadaaa! I found baby this in ETUDE HOUSE. Thought the price will be super expensive.
But it only cost me rm 19.90 which means 20 bucks! LOL~


Thats the end for the post!

Sunday, November 13, 2011

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Yuhuuu people! Guess what? Its time for a random post...again!
Tomorrow is a M-O-N-D-A-Y! Its monday its monday ♪♫ First time so happy when it comes to mondayy. Of cos la, holiday liao mah. :P

I've an outing with friends tomorrow. \o/
Hopefully everything will be fine. Especially Dad, hope he's in a good mood tomorrow, like pleaseeeee~!! *finger-crossed* So we've decided to watch 那些年我们一起追的女孩 aka You Are The Apple of My Eye. Honestly, 我纯粹是抱着好奇心去看的。Cos lotsa people say its a great movie, so why dont we take a look?


As u can see, my eye bags is like...idk-how-to-describe.
Due to my hectic life before PMR, i got 2 bags under my eyes.
I google-ed the ways how to get rid of it, but ergh, u know,
so mafan, need to do this, do that. -_-
Is there any other way for lazy people like me? I mean, an easier one.



Heart shape stone! Found this on the beach.
If im not mistaken i found this on last last week while attending school trip.
Awesome max! Maybe this heart belongs to someone HAHA. wth.

One of my favorite photo that i took from school trip :D
The sunlight, the shadow. Awww! Simply beautiful.

Last but not least,
let's end this random post with a random but cute gif!
Smiling Kyu ♥

Thursday, November 10, 2011

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The moment when i miss you but i dont have a chance to meet you anymore.
No matter how loud i scream, you'll never come back anymore.
Now, i knew that, i had lost you. From now on till forever.
It was the worst feeling ever.

Heart pain so much. Cry and tears,
the only way to let you know how much i need you by my side.





It was a strange feeling. A feeling that i had before.
But i just could not remember it.
Who are you?

Now i remember you.
But sorry, i cant be one protecting you anymore.

Sunday, November 6, 2011

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#SUJU6THYEAR

So its been 6 years since their debut. Kinda unbelievable cos most of the people thought they cant stay until 5 years, but now, they finally broke the 5 years curse. This proves that we're much more stronger than others and we can walk for a longer journey in the future until the end of the world.

For the past 6 years, they bring happiness to all their fans. They never fail to make us laugh-out-loud with their hilarious jokes. Sometimes, we shed tears for them. After that, we grow stronger and love them more. I love the way they treat their fans, they love ELF as an family. Thats why im proud to be in this fandom.



Dear Super Junior,
Thank you so much for bringing a lot of happiness and laughter into my life. Because of you, i get to know ELF from all around world, this makes me feel that im not alone :'D We get to meet each other and make friends because we've the same similarities. Its hard to describe how much i love you all with words. But i really have to admit this, Super Junior is a part of my life. No matter what happens in the future, i will never forget that i've loved a group of people called SUPER JUNIOR.

Friday, November 4, 2011

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► am watching 미안하다 사랑한다 AGAIN. I think this is for the 8932479834567649287 times already. This drama is simply awesome, u guys have to watch it, although the ending is not-so-happy. But hey, who said every drama must have a perfect ending?

Will it snow for Christmas is kinda nice too :) Well someone recommended it to me since last year, if im not mistaken. Due to bla bla bla reason i have to start watching the whole drama all over again. Currently im watching till episode 7!

►Today's the last day of school, thought we all gonna burst into tears but im going home with a smiling face LOL. After eating those delicious food, i spent the last moment in school at the library with my chingus. We were suppose to do our work quietly...but when the teacher stepped out of the library, we start to laugh non stop like an idiot XD

►Me wanna go to LOGOS HOPE this sunday. Cos i heard there's a lot lengzai lenglui working there XD Daddy please tell me that u're free this sunday, im begging u :(

Tuesday, October 25, 2011

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Random update ♪

-skipped school today! Very song xD
-followed dad to work just now. Im his secretary orz
-watched HB, WGM and Strong heart, will catch up all the shows soon! wolala!
-I LOVIN' MY NEW LENS :DDDDDD

Thursday, October 20, 2011

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mixed feeling

i see different people and i've different feeling. i know it shouldn't be this way but i just cant...
all wrong, very very wrong. sometimes i even ask myself, whats my choice? ...and my answer is: sorry, i cant make any decision right now.

well, maybe its because i havent meet the right choice yet. yea, it should be right.
or maybe because its too lonely to stay alone while people are having fun.

...please come to me, k? ;(

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i changed my blog's address at first, but then i switch it back...haha silly me :P

so err, i was planning to change ma blogskin, but its so hard to find a new and suitable for my lovely blog. Well, i actually found one but im not so satisfied with it plus im kinda lazy to edit those html codes...so everything back to normal again :D the old one still the best!

ok,

thats all for today. will update soon...hopefully.

xoxo ♥

Wednesday, October 12, 2011

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Time flies, just a blink of eye and now i already finished my PMR examination :) Exam is over, thats mean i gonna end my form 3 live very very soon.

Something happened these few days, well maybe is my personal prob and nobody knows. Seriously, please never let someone enter your heart and ruin your life. thats not the right way to live. we, ourselves, are the director of our own life! so ffff off outsiders.

not the right song i suppose to listen rn, but yeah,
the voices are just angelic, u will never stop loving it.




i wish for something new this coming holiday, new life. new me

Saturday, September 17, 2011

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Suppose to be studying sejarah right now. There will be a SPECIAL TEST for History and Geography next week. but...i cant concentrate at all. Whats the point if we study but nothing goes into the brain? So i better stop ...for awhile :)

PMR in few weeks time. Kinda worry actually. I compared ma trial's result with PMR score (means the marks to get an A)and I realised my mark is forever few marks away from A *sigh* Am so worry bout this. Not sure whether i can write well in all ma paper 2. Mr Inspiration, i really need u. Stay by ma side till PMR ends k.

Its already 6pm now. Ergh. Time why u fly so fast. Hate it damn much. Anyway i've to continue study...6 more chapter to go. I KNOW I CAN DO IT! I LOVE SEJARAH RIGHT RIGHT RIGHT ♥ T_T

recently listening to this. simple, clean & angelic. such a beautiful voice.


Saturday, August 6, 2011

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Well as u know suju had make their 1st comeback stage on music back yesterday. I can say that it was totally daebak! When i was watching their mv, i was like...ok quite nice, but when it comes to live performance, i gone crazy like nobody's business xDD That's the difference between watching mv and live performances.






Kyaaa~ these are their comebackstage performances!! SO AWESOME ISNT IT? After i finished watching the performances, i decided to love them equally, thats mean NO MORE BIAS. HAHAHA! All of them are so asdfghjgfdsadfghdfs (ergh i cant find any words to describe them) They never fail to amaze me! SOBS ;_; I AM REALLY PROUD OF MY BOYS! THEY'RE CHARMING IN EVERY WAY!

Talking bout 5 jib, it reminded me of something...something that is really heartbreaking.
Leeteuk hyung is living for the right reason, to see the world filled with Sapphire blue… he really us our best leader Leeteuk! Let’s fight together for 5jib! If we didn’t have ELF, there would be no Super Junior! We are idiots who don’t know anybody but ELF! Super Juni-oyeyo! After 5jib we will temporarily not release a Super Junior album but we will always be together! You know that! You will wait for us right? To ELF I don’t know what to say except for loving words! I won’t write I love you, I will write let’s create more beautiful things together ^^ I love you, I love you, I love you!!!! ㅡ Donghae

He said, after 5 jib they wont release a superjunior album temporarily. ELFs should know the reason better than others. I know that the day will come very very soon, but we still cant accept the facts like how Kangin leave for the military service :(


Sobs. Why must i suddenly remembered bout donghae's thanks to T__T im willing to not know anything bout this forever. I guess, the only thing we can do is appreciate all the things that we all have now....until the day we're still together :)

Thursday, July 7, 2011

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confusing...
i cant choose the one that i want, the one that i like the most.
i know, im really greedy.

Sunday, June 26, 2011

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so yea, im back, blogging here rn. hmmm, feel like writing something. oh whatever~


nothing special happen these few months. i just remember that i've uncountable homework to do and more exams to come! PMR is coming soon but im still here, acting like nothing happen haha. srsly dont tell me how many days before PMR T__T but i can see it everyday in school. even the teacher want us to write the countdown in class! omg no! i dont wanna know when is the day im going to die T___T

-skip-

so i was stalking reading other people's blog just now. and yeah, i suddenly missed my old life. its almost 1 year since i've moved here, kinda unbelievable huh. i miss everything there, like really. everything was great there except for the education haha. i dislike the teachers at my previous school. some of them are really irresponsible unlike here, keep on giving us pressure! lol

but no matter how much i miss my old life, i still cant get it back, i know. unless someone steal the time machine drawer(?) from doraemon and give it to me. /delusional/ the only thing i wanna focus now is my studies and PMR. honestly, i still dont know whats is my target for my PMR. straight As sound kinda impossible for me but less than 5As is too...ergh, u know. anyways, i'll try my best.

thats all. bye ;)

Tuesday, May 17, 2011

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my blog is totally D E A D. well thanks to my boring life, i dont have much thing to share now. maybe someday i'll found my new life and i promise i'll make this blog alive again. but idk how long i've to wait. anyway, u can look for me on twitter @ppHyunnie. so that's all for today. xoxo ♥

Saturday, April 30, 2011

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Something not so good (or maybe its a good news for some people) happened and it makes me feel so fml. Why these thing always happen to me? When i hope it comes, it always never come true! Srsly, are u trying to play trick on me? :||||

I just feel that its really UNFAIR. I waited for so long, just to wait for them, but i keep missing the chances! You really dont know how its feel! Some people, idk they're lucky or what, they just can get their chance easily. I'm not j e l u z ok, it just ... i think ... they dont deserve it! they dont appreciate them at all, so why should them be given a chance like this?

I know i shouldn't say something like this, but this is my opinion. Well, maybe im just be out of luck, or maybe we have no fate. Sometimes, i really wish that i could stop all these stupid action, its really heart-breaking. Maybe its better if we dont know each other, just that, life isn't that wonderful like now.

Huhuhuhu looks like its time for me to sobbing alone ㅜㅅㅜ

Thursday, April 21, 2011

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Hell yeah people, im on the KYUTORIA mode now!! Well, do u know that imma secret kyutoria stan? LOL.

(pic and trans from tumblr)

This! Qiannie's Pinocchio thanks to message. Did chu spot something like: the handsome dance singer, Kyuhyun 'oppa' Seriously, this is sosososososososo cute ok!! it totally made my day!! Qiannie you know your 'oppa' loves the word OPPA so much thats why you can him in that way right? Oh gawd, you know how much i wish for some new moments of this pairing, and now BBANG! My dreams came true, cause i believe kyutoria's love. KYUTORIA IS FOREVER REAL, yeah, real in reality, i mean it!!

Saturday, April 16, 2011

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/desperate/

Sometimes, i feel like im wasting my time. On weekdays, i always hope that weekends will come soon so that i've free time to plan a lot of useful stuff. Like cleaning my room, study, or reading. But when it comes to weekends, i dont feel like moving at all. Sigh, im such a failure .__.

And yeah, i feel so AIMLESS too. There's no point in my life ㅠㅠ i always feel like im doing something aimlessly. Actually i have TONS of things that i wanna do/try, believe it or not my things-to-do list is almost 10km long! But i cant do it by my own right? All my dreams turn into nothing. Oh dear, i need something to bright up my life and bring me out from the darkness ㅠ I just cant stand it anymore.

Sunday, April 10, 2011

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I can say that i love this fancam very very much, even the bgm ;A; But, im wondering ... Are you trying to pretend that you're ok? Trying hard to hide your pain? Thats why to try to act like 'boring'. Its really hurt to see him like this, seems like he looks more like TIRED than BORING. Just hope that he'll rest more after this, dont wanna see he get sick anymore. :/

Friday, April 8, 2011

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That man, who always try to be strong, and yes, he made it. This is the 3rd chance for him to live in this world. He managed to survive because he's strong enough to fight against the death. I'm proud of you Kyuhyun, my strong baby.

But please, don't be so silly anymore, do you know how much i hate the word 'SORRY'. Only a few words, it already can hurt someone's heart deeply. You know how much we love you, we should be grateful because you're still here, with us. And yes, we will always stay by your side, forever...

God, please bless him, he need to stay healthy because there's a lot of people who loves him and also, he need to stay in this world for the person that he love.

Sunday, March 27, 2011

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my blog is under construction for a very long time. actually i wanna change a new blogskin but unfortunately, the blogkin doesnt suits my bloggie. boooo. and i lost my previous code, so i've to hunt for a new one. but im not satisfied with those blogskin. luckily i manage to found one hehe.

i just finished my pra pmr 1 few weeks ago. i'll probably get my result soon. most of the result are not-so-good. i really tried really hard this time, ok maybe i didnt do well, i know. T____T its ok, someone tell me to work hard next time, there's always another chance waiting for me.


btw, last night henry updated his twitter! He keep on thanking his fans, so sweet isnt it? im so glad to see he has a lot of fans now. I know some fans treated him very bad few years ago, just because they cant accept him, sounds so stupid right? some fans are really brainless, why cant y'all think properly? do you think the boys will happy if they saw 'ELFs' are bashing their own family?

so umm, i dont have much things to share today since my life is very boring — — i've to sign off nao, tons of homework are waiting for me /sobs

Monday, March 14, 2011

♥110314

Urgh holiday. Whenever holiday comes, i've mixed feelings. Sometimes, im happy cause i dont have to wake up in the early morning just to go to school. But holiday, for me, is very boring. Sigh .__.

Anyway, i can tell you that i've a lot of works to do in this holiday. For example, the school gave us tons of module for every subject! and those module almost can beat the kinabalu mountain already, no joking. Gosh, someone please tell me how can i finish it within a week.

Here are my HOLIDAY-TO-DO-LIST. I have to do this because imma absent-minded person. I'm sure i'll forget some of this -_-
  • Clean my room
  • Finish all the f*kin module
  • Prepare for my aural test
  • Watch my kdramas:D
  • Catch up all the suju foresight episode (i missed so many episode, shit)
Eh, thats all?! Although its only few things to do, but i beat it will takes a whole day for me to finish one work. So yeah, here comes my holiday~ *Sigh*

#PRAYFORJAPAN , #PRAYFORTHE WORLD , #PRAYFOREVERYONE

Friday, March 11, 2011

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I thought there's no more X X X X word in my world anymore because i believe myself, i believe that i am strong, i am independent. But now i realised that im not that strong than i expected ... im just lying myself and let people believe that im really strong. So what im gonna do now? Hmmm.

Sunday, March 6, 2011

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So starting tomorrow is my exam week. FML! Well um, idk why im sitting infront of the computer. Just that ... i feel like blogging something before i go to the Hell, yeah. >:D

Ok honestly, i didnt do too much preparation for this exam, not because im lazy k, i've no enough time on weekdays! ㅠㅠ Now i really wish that i had 1 week holiday before exam, just like the previous exam. Oh gawd, I need an oxygen tank nao! .___.

God bless me, xoxo.

Saturday, February 26, 2011

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He's fuckin’ perfect! ♡

Friday, February 18, 2011

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I used to tell myself that everything will be okay.
All i need to do is wait ... patiently.
so i keep on waiting waiting and waiting.

But how long do i need to wait?
I cant live this like anymore, really.
I need my own life. A REAL life.
Please.

Friday, February 11, 2011

♥110211

Practice makes perfect? Nah~

Yeah, nobody is perfect. Even the creatures from outer space also know this fact (lol). But, when you practice, you will improve, right? So why dont you take a try. Keep on practice and practice, at least you got something better than nothing. Hehee ^^

Sunday, February 6, 2011

Thursday, February 3, 2011

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Its 3rd February!! Our Kyuhyun's big day :3

Cho Kyuhyun; — the greatest gift God had given us.
The first time i saw he appears in a mv, i can see perfection on this man.

His voice, never fail to melt peoples heart. His dancing skill, kinda funnyㅋ, but always make fangirls scream. Erm you're 24 now, so please be mature kay. I know you look very mature but you love to act like a kid AHAHAHA.

Lastly, happy birthday to the man who brings down the age average of Super Junior. ㅎㅎ
You're my one and only bias, forever. ♥

Monday, January 31, 2011

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-사랑한 후에 by 박효신♪♫-

나의 기억 어딘가에 둥그마니 숨어있다
My memories that were hidden away somewhere

울컥 쏟아져 내려오는 너
Suddenly pour forth thoughts of you

기나긴 하루 한밤중 너도
In the length of an entire day

나의 모습 떠오르는지
Would images of me ever come across your mind

사랑이라 부르기에 우린 너무 멀어졌고
What we had was far from being called love

차마 잊기엔 아직은 너무 일러
But to say that it was forgettable is impossible

오늘도 나 사랑과 이별사이를
Today I am again caught in between love and separation

눈물로 맴돌며 숨차게 너를 찾고 있어
Spinning in tears, breathlessly searching for you

바보야 어딨니 안 가면 안되니
Fool, where are you? Can you not leave me

너를 보낸 그곳에 아직도 난 서 있는데
I am still standing in the place where I let you go

머리에 가슴에 그 모습이 그리워서
In my mind and heart, I still yearn for you

또 한번 숨죽여 운다 널 사랑한 후에
I cry again until I lose breath after loving you

오랜만에 문을 나서 바깥바람을 만지다
It’s been such a long time since I’ve come outdoors to feel the blowing wind

덜컥 다가선 외로움에 무너져
I collapse into a sudden spell of loneliness

니 손에 끌려 다니던 정들은 거리
As I walk on the familiar road you pulled me down by the hands

너 없는 슬픔에 찬걸음으로 집으로가
In the sadness of your absence, I count my steps as I head back home

바보야 어딨니 안 가면 안되니
Fool, where are you? Can you not leave me

너를 보낸 그곳에 아직도 난 서있는데
I am still standing in the place where I let you go

머리에 가슴에 그 모습이 그리워서
In my mind and heart I still yearn for you

또 한번 숨죽여 운다 널 사랑한 후에
I cry again until I lose breath after loving you

널 불러보다가 뒤돌아보면 그 곳엔 널 닮은 추억만이
I try calling out for you, and turning around I see only memories of you

넌 아니 모르니 알면서 그러니
You know? Don’t you? If you know, why are you doing this

여태 잊지 못하고 아직 널 기다리는데
Until now, I still haven’t forgotten you, I’m still waiting for you

어떤 날 볼꺼니 내 심장이 멈출까봐
Which day are you coming back on? I’m afraid my heart will stop beating

또 다시 그리워 운다 널 사랑한 후에
I cry again yearning for you after loving you

credit: Aheeyah.com

Saturday, January 22, 2011

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Tadaaa~ The photobook from SS2 DVD! Im craving for this for a very~long time. At last, i got it! Its mine now haha! I've been watching this for the whole afternoon, with the max volume! My neighbours must be like 'WTF KJASHBKAJS WHY NEXT DOOR SO NOISY ONE':D

Hmm, i guess im going to SS3 Malaysia. BUT, the first thing i've to do now is prepare for my coming exam. So many things to study aklsajsklhqmb, looks like i've to burn the midnight oil on CNY holiday. FML ;A;

Tomorrow is sunday, the only OFF DAY for this week. Obviously, im getting busier now. Whats next huh?

Wednesday, January 12, 2011

♥110112

He's Kim Kibum, Super Junior's Kibum.
Forever and always.

Welcome Back :))

Friday, January 7, 2011

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So this will be my very first post after new year. School started on the 3rd day and i had insomnia on the previous night. Thank god i managed to wake on the next morning. And this means i'll start my boring daily routine again. School-Tuition-Homework, student's healthy lifestyle.

I'm in form 3 this year, thats mean i have to face the PMR on this coming October. Finally im a PMR candidate already, haha! The teachers keep nagging bout PMR PMR and PMR. Oh please, just stop repeating the same thing okay, this will give us a lot of STRESS. Honestly, i dont have feeling bout PMR now, i cant even imagine what gonna happen when im having PMR. Am i done with all the preparation? Well, nobody knows what will happen in the future. Just wait and see. But since i promised that i'll work harder this year, i'll always keep my promise, dont worry. But i kinda regret that i didnt start to be more hardworking since last year :[

Anyways, form 3 life is much more better than i expected, so now i think im already on the way to become an optimistic person :) I told myself not to think too much, it will make you feel worse. Enjoy everything that you have now, appreciate all the things that people gave you, just like the teacher in school give us tons of homework. I really appreciate that! :P

Yea, thats all for today. I'll update more if im free. I usually wont online during weekdays. But now is Friday, almost weekend, i guess. LOL. Ok bye ^^