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Dear 2010,
I have so much fun in this year, really. Although the happiness didnt last forever, 2010 is still a great year for me. At least i learnt to be strong. This is the greatest lesson that i got from 2010. And i'll always remember the memories, no matter the nice or bad one, they're still a part of my life. 2010 year was full with laughter and tears. Yea, this is life.

For 2011,
I really hope that i can be a better person and i'll try my best to change my bad personalities. Oh yea, im having PMR too this year, i wish i could score with flying colours and hahaha dont worry, i'll study hard nest year! Promise! Last, i hope to be more optimistic cause i know there's many other happy things are waiting for me. I hope its not too hard to me :)

Last but not least, lets forget the past and try to look to the future peoples. Have a happy new year eoreubun~ :]]

I SHIP THEM!!!!
ARGHH. JINO WAE YOU SO CUTE?

IM SO JEALOUS WITH GUANGZHOU'S ELF, THEY GET A CHANCE TO CELEBRATE CHRISTMAS WITH SUPER JUNIOR, GAHHHH WAE SO LUCKY. I KINDA PITY WITH THE BOYS CAUSE THEY HAVE TO WORK ON CHRISTMAS, THEY MUST BE VERY VERY TIRED :( BUT I GUESS THEY WILL ENJOY THEIR CHRISTMAS WITH ELF, RIGHT?

OK WHATEVER, MR SANTA LISTEN HERE, I HAVE 3 WISHES FOR THIS YEAR'S CHRISTMAS. 1, I WANT SS3 AT MALAYSIA 2, I NEED SOME HAPPINESS 3, .............IDK. THAT'S ALL. HOPE YOU WILL SEE THIS. KEKEKE.

OH I TYPED WITH THIS POST WITH CAPITAL LETTER KEKEKE LOL 8D LASTLY, MERRY CHRISTMAS PEOPLES AND HAVE FUN!~ /NEW YEAR IS COMING SOON OH MAI GAWWDD! D8

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I saw a note from facebook and it really caught my attention. The title is 没安全感的孩子,会这样！准到爆！！ I admit that im interested of this note because of the title ;p Erm, idk how to explain bout the title, but this kind of people really need some caring from the others. Let see.

1手机不离身

2有时会笑的没心没肺,有时却很沉默,

3对待相应的人,会有相应的性格,

4喜欢用被子把自己包裹,

5会突然想起一件事,而泪流满面，

6会因为别人一句话伤心,但不会发现.

7会突然伤心,生气,也会突然高兴,

8会很需要朋友,害怕朋友对自己说伤心的话,

9会从小懂得很多道理,

10爱听悲伤的歌,

11会因为一件感动的事,偷偷哭很久

12会安慰很多人,但自己却没人安慰,

13会经常翻手机,看有短信没,

14会经常上facebook等别人和她说话,

15会怀念从前,讨厌现在,

16会突然想到某句话,然后找离自己最近的,写下来,

17会突然唱起某首歌,

18有时很神经有时很镇静,

You know what, i think, i've all this characteristic. I'm not kidding, really! Especially those statement that i blooded, OMG SO F*KIN TRUE!! :( Gosh, this note is really came from my heart.

Now you know what kind of person i am. I tried really hard to be happy and never stop to make my life better, but i failed. Yea, this is me. Always fail in her own life. So please dont judge me harsly, i'm not a happy person just like what you thought! You'll never know a person before you see his/her real heart.

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Oh well, congrats Hangeng for winning the lawsuit. (((:

Did anyone realized that he left us almost for 1 year already? I mean not leaving the whole thing, it just ... he left us, and he continue his journey alone. Sometimes i think this things is really complicated and giving me headache. Just like now, I'm happy cause Hangeng wins the lawsuit, at the same time, i'm kinda sad actually ... idk why. There's a sad feeling that i cant describe. I'm not trying to be selfish, really. I'll respect all his decision. But since he never say or admit that he's officially leaving or anything, he will always be a part of Super Junior. I don't care what others people will say about him, from the first till the end, Hangeng is always Hangeng.

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(cr: pinkninja @ sjworld)
YOUARESOGORGEOUS.

Oh, Christmas is just around the corner. That's mean 2010 is gonna end very very soon ;_; Omg, is this real? I'm not ready for 2011 yet. Sigh. I still wanna enjoy my holiday and and and i dont wanna back to my school life. Oh somebody help me please /Sobs.

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You are my everything — ♪

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Sometimes, we can decide something without following the rules. This clearly showed that this world is unfair, really unfair!

Okay, then please, stop all the voting stuff and buying album or anything else! We did everything just to make Jungsoo happy. This is not only his dream, his dream belongs to us, ELF. But the result is too ... disappointing. All the hardworks is just useless, it cant even help them to win.

The only thing that we can do now is apologizing to each other. Its really hurt and heartbreaking when i saw ELFs and Suju saying sorry to each other. We all are pabo. Who's fault? Who to blame? GDA? SMent? or maybe ... SNSD?

Well, Super Junior, y'all are still our daesang, forever. An award doesn't mean anything. Lets do well in the future. Aza~!!

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Balik Kampung lorh~!

Haha yea, i went to my kampung yesterday. The last time i went back is ... umm, i guess is 2 years ago. My mum went back every year but i never follow her. I think that its pretty boring staying at there. No internet connection + no companion. I cant live without these things ;__;

Back to topic. My kampung is quite far from my home, it takes about 2 or 3 hours to reach there. So what i do in the car? Nothing except listening to songs ;D Never get bored with these awesome kpop songs oh yea yea yea♥

Then, dad stop us at the a place like market. That means time to buy food lorh~! 8D Mum bought many things lol. I like this drink, so sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet! And its pink 8DDDDD

After few hours we reached liao lurr. Stayed there for 4 hours. Duhhh, damn boring i tell ya! Luckily i bring my novels. But i cant read it all the time, it will make me feel sleepy lol. Im wearing lenses, thats why i forced myself not to sleep -.- so i walk walk walk around the house just to make sure that im still awake T-T

After lunch, finally its time to go home, thank God T v T The sky is raining too. Omg i just loveee this weather! Oh this is the photos i took on the ferry(?). Idk what peoples usually call that, but my mum call it ferry lol. Erm if you watched an anime call Kamichu!, then maybe you'll know what kind of 'ferry' im talking bout.

2 times on ferry yo! SO COOL MAN! But i think it makes the distance from our home more longer lol. Plus, the cars have to 'line-up' before they can enter the ferry, and this will cause traffic jam. FML. Anyways, i quite love it HAHA, well you know, this is the first time so yea. Next time ... erm, maybe i'll get bored of it. -__-

Reach home at 9 something. Extremely tired, bath-eat-watched Secret Garden then sleeeeeeep rofl.

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(via Tumblr)

Oh my gosh! Look at this kid, he looks so cute isn't it?!! This is too over Cho Jino , you better stop it now before i kidnap you. 8DD

Holiday is sososososo boring, i've nothing to do at all, sigh. I wanna watch some k-dramas but idk what happen to the qvod player. I downloaded a few drama but it suddenly disappear from the download list. They ran away? LOL. Weird. -.-

I hate holiday and i hate school life too, so what i want now? Hmm, i have no idea. I just hope that the time can fly slowly. I dont want 2011 to come so fast. I dont want to face the school, homeworks & exams. Agggrrggghh!! Its a disaster! My nightmare. *CRIES*

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I always hope that I'm not living in my own life. Yea, i rather choose to live in other people's life even if he/she is a stranger. I'm not kidding, really. I don't mind if i was replaced by someone else. I know it will be much more better if i leave my original life now. Don't ask me why, I just ... I just cant stand it anymore ...

Where's my life? Sigh.