Decided to blog cos I'm having a bad day today :"""D

Few days ago i just discovered that some people had been hating on me since few years ago. I guess its my shitty personality cause people to have a bad impression on me, i knew it. Its hard for me to be 'friendly' with the people I'm not familiar with, thus, i always have my oh-you-suck while I'm around them. When i was still a little girl, i don't really have much friends. My mum usually let me to be at home and that's major factor causing me to have a bad social skills. I'm not trying to be lansi or what...some people just make me feel uncomfortable when they're around :x and one more thing is, i don't really talk to strangers, if i did not reply after your words doesn't me that I'm not listening :c I hope some of them will read this...

To be very honest i'm actually really afraid that i will lose some friends due to my troublesome personality. I know some of them treat me well, but i'm not really sure if they can truthfully accept it. Sometimes i feel that i'm giving them too much trouble and this feeling of guiltiness forever haunting me .__.

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I came across a girl's blog...she lives near around my town i guess.
DAMN we're both 96'er but wow i was amazed by her blogging skills,
She was so determined to blog for such a long period
her english & chinese is definitely x1000000000000 times better than me.
omg 为什么别人可以那么有才 我却不能。我觉得我没有一样东西可以比得过人家 :S
F A I L

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Just changed my music player. I'm not sure whether if it's working...if the answer is a no, then i'll just fix it next time. In case you're wondering, i changed the song to Yiruma's Love me. Peaceful melody rules the world! :]] (Y)

The end of the post. XOXOxx